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Saturday, 20 December 2008

Sunday, 07 December 2008

  • What i've missed

    Its every girl's dream to find their own fairytale..
    To be frank...im looking for mine too... yes...this is very childish..but reality is so hard on us and love is the only thing that we can choose...so..i want a happy fairytale that gives me a reason to smile everytime i wake up in the morning..

    But to wish for the impossible....kinda need more than just a love potion.
    i need miracle... i nid pixie dust...
    Last two years...wow..now that i mentioned it this way...it has been two years..that i believed i've found miracle..
    yes...miracle.......
    I knoe pixie dust just don't exist...
    so guess what.. no fairytale for me then..

    darling..
    i just want to love and be loved...
    that's the term they use in fairytale....
    in your cold harsh reality world.... i guess its called commitment and lost of freedom...
    darling...
    i thought we found miracle..
    i thought we found each other and that would be enough to keep us breathing..to keep us alive...
    can u imagine when im told its totally opposite???!!
    instead of keeping us breathing.. now u can hardly breath..
    oh my God...oh my God..oh my God..
    that phrase keeps repeating in my mind...that's the only thing i can think..
    oh my God...........
    dear...........................
    Gosh......
    im speechless................
    my mind is blank..........................
    what was it that we were doing??
    what was those three words we always say to each other???
    what was the reason we keep holding hands wheneva we are with each other?????
    what....what have we been doing????????????
    who have i been loving???????????????????
    God....who am i kidding...................?




Tuesday, 02 December 2008

  • ding dong ting trung slam bang boom!!

    One day i want myself to be a workaholic..
    Then later that day..i want my life to be crushed...
    The next day i want to be loved..
    Then i want to be alone..
    Then i want to be independant..
    Then i want to be Somebody..
    Then i want to be Nobody..
    Then i want to be JUST Me...
    Then im on top of the world..
    Then i blinked...
    and im at the bottom..deep down inside a hole nobody can hear me..

    Who am i??
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    ....
    ..

    The answer is Koo Wei Jia...


    p/s: i miss home...

Saturday, 29 November 2008

Sunday, 09 November 2008

  • i dont like this

    i dont like changes..
    i dont like strangers...
    i dont like unexpectations...

    i don't like to change most of all......
    i understand how changes leads to good...but im not buying it..
    i love the way i am now...though there are times when il be upset..but i really do like everything now.. just the way it is...
    and change is about to come..

    sometimes i just hate myself for always putting someone else in my life first before me...
    even now..im changing for you......
    since when this blog has been a platform for all my frustration...sadness...
    i felt so bad..i even took my blog for granted....

    what have i become..
    but its ok....cz im gonna change...
    CHANGE!!!

    just be prepare to accept this....

     

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